As this blog changes so does my description:
Hello! I am an American expat living in the UK with my husband. This blog is was way of coping with my passive aggressive bully FIL in which I had been living with almost 2.5 years. The whole experience has caused me to become a shell of a person I used to be, I now have social anxiety, depression, have gained weight and rarely leave my husband and I’s 9 x 10 bedroom for the last year. I have since moved out and am trying to become myself again. I however am not sure who that is and have not had a true sense of self in 17 years. I have undergone every type of abuse off and on for 30 years. I believe I have C-PSTD and I have social anxiety. Most days are up and down and exhausting with triggers that leave me in a state for hours or most of the day.